FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345  
346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   >>   >|  
h he looked up at her. "What is it, mother?" he asked brutally. She averted her eyes as she answered: "Only a bit of a tumour, my boy. You needn't trouble. It's been there--the lump has--a long time." Up came the tears again. His mind was clear and hard, but his body was crying. "Where?" he said. She put her hand on her side. "Here. But you know they can sweal a tumour away." He stood feeling dazed and helpless, like a child. He thought perhaps it was as she said. Yes; he reassured himself it was so. But all the while his blood and his body knew definitely what it was. He sat down on the bed, and took her hand. She had never had but the one ring--her wedding-ring. "When were you poorly?" he asked. "It was yesterday it began," she answered submissively. "Pains?" "Yes; but not more than I've often had at home. I believe Dr. Ansell is an alarmist." "You ought not to have travelled alone," he said, to himself more than to her. "As if that had anything to do with it!" she answered quickly. They were silent for a while. "Now go and have your dinner," she said. "You MUST be hungry." "Have you had yours?" "Yes; a beautiful sole I had. Annie IS good to me." They talked a little while, then he went downstairs. He was very white and strained. Newton sat in miserable sympathy. After dinner he went into the scullery to help Annie to wash up. The little maid had gone on an errand. "Is it really a tumour?" he asked. Annie began to cry again. "The pain she had yesterday--I never saw anybody suffer like it!" she cried. "Leonard ran like a madman for Dr. Ansell, and when she'd got to bed she said to me: 'Annie, look at this lump on my side. I wonder what it is?' And there I looked, and I thought I should have dropped. Paul, as true as I'm here, it's a lump as big as my double fist. I said: 'Good gracious, mother, whenever did that come?' 'Why, child,' she said, 'it's been there a long time.' I thought I should have died, our Paul, I did. She's been having these pains for months at home, and nobody looking after her." The tears came to his eyes, then dried suddenly. "But she's been attending the doctor in Nottingham--and she never told me," he said. "If I'd have been at home," said Annie, "I should have seen for myself." He felt like a man walking in unrealities. In the afternoon he went to see the doctor. The latter was a shrewd, lovable man. "But what is it?" he said.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345  
346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

thought

 

tumour

 
answered
 

doctor

 

dinner

 
Ansell
 
yesterday
 
mother
 

looked


madman

 
brutally
 

Leonard

 

suffer

 
lovable
 
shrewd
 
dropped
 
scullery
 

miserable


sympathy

 
averted
 

errand

 

months

 

Nottingham

 

attending

 

suddenly

 
double
 

afternoon


walking

 

unrealities

 

gracious

 

crying

 

poorly

 
wedding
 

submissively

 

reassured

 

helpless


feeling

 
alarmist
 

beautiful

 

hungry

 

talked

 

strained

 

downstairs

 

travelled

 

trouble


quickly
 
silent
 

Newton