se," she answered in a low voice--"even
when I was coldest and hungriest--I tried not to be."
"Now it will not be necessary to try," said Miss Minchin, acidly, as
Ram Dass salaamed her out of the room.
She returned home and, going to her sitting room, sent at once for Miss
Amelia. She sat closeted with her all the rest of the afternoon, and
it must be admitted that poor Miss Amelia passed through more than one
bad quarter of an hour. She shed a good many tears, and mopped her
eyes a good deal. One of her unfortunate remarks almost caused her
sister to snap her head entirely off, but it resulted in an unusual
manner.
"I'm not as clever as you, sister," she said, "and I am always afraid
to say things to you for fear of making you angry. Perhaps if I were
not so timid it would be better for the school and for both of us. I
must say I've often thought it would have been better if you had been
less severe on Sara Crewe, and had seen that she was decently dressed
and more comfortable. I KNOW she was worked too hard for a child of her
age, and I know she was only half fed--"
"How dare you say such a thing!" exclaimed Miss Minchin.
"I don't know how I dare," Miss Amelia answered, with a kind of
reckless courage; "but now I've begun I may as well finish, whatever
happens to me. The child was a clever child and a good child--and she
would have paid you for any kindness you had shown her. But you didn't
show her any. The fact was, she was too clever for you, and you always
disliked her for that reason. She used to see through us both--"
"Amelia!" gasped her infuriated elder, looking as if she would box her
ears and knock her cap off, as she had often done to Becky.
But Miss Amelia's disappointment had made her hysterical enough not to
care what occurred next.
"She did! She did!" she cried. "She saw through us both. She saw that
you were a hard-hearted, worldly woman, and that I was a weak fool, and
that we were both of us vulgar and mean enough to grovel on our knees
for her money, and behave ill to her because it was taken from
her--though she behaved herself like a little princess even when she
was a beggar. She did--she did--like a little princess!" And her
hysterics got the better of the poor woman, and she began to laugh and
cry both at once, and rock herself backward and forward.
"And now you've lost her," she cried wildly; "and some other school
will get her and her money; and if she were li
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