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nd went down again to the shed and there he lay upon his face and clasped his hands above his head and whispered her name. It was as if his heart were beating itself against prison walls and the clasped hands were stained with blood. He rose next morning, haggard and pale. The snow was falling--falling--softly and silently. It fell like lead upon his heart, so full of anxiety was he for the good friend who might even then be climbing up the trail. Madam Manovska observed his drawn face, and thought he suffered only from anxiety and tried to comfort him. Amalia also attempted to cover her own anxiety by assurances that the good St. Christopher who watches over travelers would protect Larry Kildene, because he knew so well how many dangers there were, and that he, who had carried the Christ with all his burden of sorrows could surely keep "Sir Kildene" even through the snows of winter. In spite of an inherent and trained disbelief in all supposed legends, especially as tenets of faith, Harry felt himself comforted by her talk, yet he could not forbear questioning her as to her own faith in them. "Do you truly believe all that, Amalia?" "All--that--? Of what--Mr. 'Arry?" She seemed truly mystified. "I mean those childish legends of the saints you often quote?" Amalia laughed. "You think I have learn them of the good sisters in my convent, and is no truth in them?" "Why--I guess that's about it. Did your father believe them?" "Maybe no. But my father was 'devoue'--very--but he had a very wide thought of God and man--a thought reaching far out--to--I find it very hard to explain. If but you understood the French, I could tell you--but for me, I have my father's faith and it makes me glad to play in my heart with these legends--as you call them." He gave her a quick, appealing glance, then turned his gaze away. "Try to explain. Your English is beautiful." "If you eat your breakfast, then will I try." "Yes, yes, I will. You say he had faith reaching far out--to where--to what?" "He said there would never be rest in all the universe until we find everywhere God,--living--creating--moving forever in the--the--all." She held out her hands and extended her arms in an encompassing movement indescribably full of grace. "You mean he was a pantheist?" "Oh, no, no. That is to you a horror, I see, but it was not that." She laughed again, so merrily that Harry laughed, too. But still he persisted, "Amalia--
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