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oaned. "Oh, let me go. Let me get away from it." The big man still gripped him and held him with his face toward the darkness. "Tell me what you see," he commanded. Still Harry moaned, and sank upon his knees. "Lord, forgive, forgive!" "Tell me what you see," Larry still commanded. He would try to break up this vision seeing. "God! It is the eye. It follows me. It is gone." He heaved a great sigh of relief, but still remained upon his knees, quivering and weak. "Did you see it? You must have seen it." "I saw nothing, and you saw nothing. It's in your brain, and your brain is sick. You must heal it. You must stop it. Stand now, and conquer it." Harry stood, shivering. "I wanted to end it. It would have been so easy, and all over so soon," he murmured. "And you would die a coward, and so add one more crime to the first. You'd shirk a duty, and desert those who need you. You'd leave me in the lurch, and those women dependent on me--wake up--" "I'm awake. Let's go away." Harry put his hand to his forehead and wiped away the cold drops that stood out like glistening beads of blood in the red light of the torch. Larry grieved for him, in spite of the harshness of his words and tone, and taking him by the elbow, he led him kindly back into the passage. "Don't trouble about me now," Harry said at last. "You've given me a thought to clutch to--if you really do need me--if I could believe it." "Well, you may! Didn't you say you'd do for me more than sons do for their fathers? I ask you to do just that for me. Live for me. It's a hard thing to ask of you, for, as you say, the other would be easier, but it's a coward's way. Don't let it tempt you. Stand to your guns like a man, and if the time comes and you can't see things differently, go back and make your confession and die the death--as a brave man should. Meantime, live to some purpose and do it cheerfully." Larry paused. His words sank in, as he meant they should. He guided Harry slowly back to the place from which they had diverged, his arm across the younger man's shoulder. "Now I've more to show you. When I saw what I had done, I set myself to find another vein, and see this large room? I groveled all about here, this way and that. A year of this, see. It took patience, and in the meantime I went out into the world--as far as San Francisco, and wasted a year or more; then back I came. "I tell you there is a lure in the gold, and the mountains
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