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ld which I hate!" "You hate? Why do you hate it?" she asked. He bit his lip again. "Because it is false and hollow," he replied. "No man--or woman--thinks what he or she says, or says what he or she thinks." "Then why go back to it?" she asked. "But all the people in London can't be--bad and false," she added, as if she were considering his sweeping condemnation. "Oh, not all," he said. "I've been unfortunate in my acquaintances, perhaps, as Voltaire said." He looked across the moor again absently. Her question, "Then why go back to it?" haunted him. It was absurd to imagine that he could remain at Shorne Mills. The quiet life had been pleasant, he had felt better in health here than he had done for years; but--well, a man who has spent so many years in the midst of the whirl of life is very much like the old prisoner of the Bastille who, when he was released by the revolutionary mob, implored to be taken back again. One gets used to the din and clamor of society as one gets used to the solemn quiet of a prison. Besides, he was, or had been, a prominent figure in the gallantry show, and he seemed to belong to it. "One isn't always one's own master," he said, after a pause. Nell turned her eyes to him. "Are not you?" she said, a little shyly. "You seem so--so free to do just what you please." He laughed rather grimly. "Do you know what I should do if I were as free as I seem, Miss Nell?" he asked. "I should take one of these farms"--he nodded to a rural homestead, one of the smallest and simplest, which stood on the edge of the moor--"and spend the rest of my life making clotted cream and driving cows and pigs to market." She laughed. "I can scarcely imagine you doing that," she said. "Well, I might buy a trawler, and go fishing in the bay." "That would be better," she admitted. "But it's very tough weather sometimes. I have seen the women waiting on the jetty, and on the cliffs, and looking out at the storm, with their faces white with fear and anxiety for the men--their fathers and husbands and sweethearts." "There wouldn't be any women to watch and grow white for me," he remarked. "Oh, but don't you think we should be anxious--mamma and I?" she said. He looked at her, but her eyes met his innocently, and there was not a sign of coquetry in her smile. "Thanks. In that case, I must abandon the idea of getting my livelihood as a fisherman," he said lightly. "I couldn't think o
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