FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139  
140   141   142   143   144   145   >>  
you--I don't like a man who can do such things, and I never could. And I can't let you talk to me in this way any more. If we must meet, you must behave just as usual. If you can't, I shall persuade my mother to go away at once." "I shall follow you," said Brook. "I told you so the other day. You can't possibly go to any place where I can't go too." "Do you mean to persecute me, Mr. Johnstone?" she asked. "I love you." "I hate you!" "Yes, but you won't always. Even if you do, I shall always love you just as much." Her eyes fell before his. "Do you mean to say that you can really love a woman who hates you?" she asked, looking at one of her hands as it rested on the wall. "Of course. Why not? What has that to do with it?" The question was asked so simply and with such honest surprise that Clare looked up again. He was smiling a little sadly. "But--I don't understand--" she hesitated. "Do you think it's like a bargain?" he asked quietly. "Do you think it's a matter of exchange--'I will love you if you'll love me'? Oh no! It's not that. I can't help it. I'm not my own master. I've got to love you, whether I like it or not. But since I do--well, I've said the rest, and I won't repeat it. I've told you that I'm in earnest, and you haven't believed me. I've told you that I love you, and you won't even believe that--" "No--I can believe that, well enough, now. You do to-day, perhaps. At least you think you do." "Well--you don't believe it, then. What's the use of repeating it? If I could talk well, it would be different, but I'm not much of a talker, at best, and just now I can't put two words together. But I--I mean lots of things that I can't say, and perhaps wouldn't say, you know. At least, not just now." He turned from her and began to walk up and down across the narrow terrace, towards her and away from her, his hands in his pockets, and his head a little bent. She watched him in silence for some time. Perhaps if she had hated him as much as she said that she did, she would have left him then and gone into the house. Something, good or evil, tempted her to speak. "What do you mean, that you wouldn't say now?" she asked. "I don't know," he answered gruffly, still walking up and down, ten steps each way. "Don't ask me--I told you one thing. I shall follow you wherever you go." "And then?" asked Clare, still prompted by some genius, good or bad. "And then?" Brook stopped and stared
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139  
140   141   142   143   144   145   >>  



Top keywords:
things
 

wouldn

 

follow

 
talker
 
Perhaps
 
tempted
 

turned

 

stopped


stared

 

walking

 
repeating
 
answered
 

gruffly

 

watched

 

silence

 

pockets


Something

 

prompted

 

terrace

 

narrow

 
genius
 

Johnstone

 

rested

 
persecute

behave

 
possibly
 
persuade
 

mother

 

master

 

believed

 

earnest

 

repeat


exchange
 
simply
 

honest

 
surprise
 

question

 

looked

 

bargain

 

quietly


matter

 

hesitated

 
understand
 

smiling