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," Lady Engleton continued, "she is troubled with doubts. She sometimes wonders whether she ought not, after all, to respect the popular standards (notwithstanding the compact), instead of disturbing everybody by clinging to her own. Now was it strength of character or obstinate egotism that induced her to stick to her original colours, come what might? That is the question which the book has stated but left unanswered." Miss Du Prel said that the book showed, if it showed anything, that one must be true to one's own standard, and not attempt to respect an ideal in practice that one despises in theory. We are bound, she asserted, to produce that which is most individual within us; to be ourselves, and not a poor imitation of someone else; to dare even apparent wrong-doing, rather than submit to live a life of devotion to that which we cannot believe. Mrs. Walker suggested to her daughters that they might go and have a look at the rose-garden, but the daughters preferred to listen to the conversation. "In real life," said the practical Algitha, "_Caterina_ would not have been able to follow her idea so simply. Supposing she had had children and complicated circumstances, what could she have done?" Miss Du Prel thought that a compromise might have been made. "A compromise by which she could act according to two opposite standards?" Valeria was impatient of difficulties. It was not necessary that a woman should leave her home in order to be true to her conscience. It was the best method in _Caterina's_ case, but not in all. Miss Du Prel did not explain very clearly what she meant. Women made too much of difficulties, she thought. Somehow people _had_ managed to overcome obstacles. Look at--and then followed a list of shining examples. "I believe you would blame a modern woman who imitated them," said Mrs. Temperley. "These women have the inestimable advantage of being dead." "Ah, yes," Lady Engleton agreed, with a laugh, "we women may be anything we like--in the last century." "The tides of a hundred years or so sweeping over one's audacious deed, soften the raw edges. Then it is tolerated in the landscape; indeed, it grows mossy and picturesque." Mrs. Temperley made this comparison. "And then think how useful it becomes to prove that a daring deed _can_ be done, given only the necessary stuff in brain and heart." Mrs. Walker looked at Algitha in dismay. "One can throw it in the teeth of one's
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