w me how I ought to
treat you.
Indeed, Madam, you did me justice to say, I have no inclination to marry
at all. I have not, I hope, made myself so very unuseful in my papa's
family, as--
No more of your merits, Clary! You have been a good child. You have
eased me of all the family cares: but do not now give more than ever
you relieved me from. You have been amply repaid in the reputation
your skill and management have given you: but now there is soon to be a
period to all those assistances from you. If you marry, there will be
a natural, and, if to please us, a desirable period; because your own
family will employ all your talents in that way: if you do not, there
will be a period likewise, but not a natural one--you understand me,
child.
I wept.
I have made inquiry already after a housekeeper. I would have had your
good Norton; but I suppose you will yourself wish to have the worthy
woman with you. If you desire it, that shall be agreed upon for you.
But, why, dearest Madam, why am I, the youngest, to be precipitated into
a state, that I am very far from wishing to enter into with any body?
You are going to question me, I suppose, why your sister is not thought
of for Mr. Solmes?
I hope, Madam, it will not displease you if I were.
I might refer you for an answer to your father.--Mr. Solmes has reasons
for preferring you--
And I have reasons, Madam, for disliking him. And why I am--
This quickness upon me, interrupted my mother, is not to be borne! I am
gone, and your father comes, if I can do no good with you.
O Madam, I would rather die, than--
She put her hand to my mouth--No peremptoriness, Clary Harlowe: once you
declare yourself inflexible, I have done.
I wept for vexation. This is all, all, my brother's doings--his grasping
views--
No reflections upon your brother: he has entirely the honour of the
family at heart.
I would no more dishonour my family, Madam, than my brother would.
I believe it: but I hope you will allow your father, and me, and your
uncles, to judge what will do it honour, what dishonour.
I then offered to live single; never to marry at all; or never but with
their full approbation.
If you mean to shew your duty, and your obedience, Clary, you must shew
it in our way, not in your own.
I hope, Madam, that I have not so behaved hitherto, as to render such a
trial of my obedience necessary.
Yes, Clary, I cannot but say that you have hitherto behaved ext
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