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but capable of the most accomplished and subtle variety--which for the first moment sent a shudder of memory through Marcella. Then she found herself listening with as much trepidation and anxiety as though some personal interest and reputation depended for her, too, on the success of the speech. Her mind was first invaded by a strong, an _irritable_ sense of the difficulty of the audience. How was it possible for any one, unless he had been trained to it for years, to make any effect upon such a crowd!--so irresponsive, individualist, unfused--so lacking, as it seemed to the raw spectator, in the qualities and excitements that properly belong to multitude! Half the men down below, under their hats, seemed to her asleep; the rest indifferent. And were those languid, indistinguishable murmurs what the newspapers call "_cheers_"? But the voice below flowed on; point after point came briskly out; the atmosphere warmed; and presently this first impression passed into one wholly different--nay, at the opposite pole. Gradually the girl's ardent sense--informed, perhaps, more richly than most women's with the memories of history and literature, for in her impatient way she had been at all times a quick, omnivorous reader--awoke to the peculiar conditions, the special thrill, attaching to the place and its performers. The philosopher derides it; the man of letters out of the House talks of it with a smile as a "Ship of Fools"; both, when occasion offers, passionately desire a seat in it; each would give his right hand to succeed in it. Why? Because here after all is power--here is the central machine. Here are the men who, both by their qualities and their defects, are to have for their span of life the leading--or the wrecking?--of this great fate-bearing force, this "weary Titan" we call our country. Here things are not only debated, but done--lamely or badly, perhaps, but still _done_--which will affect our children's children; which link us to the Past; which carry us on safely or dangerously to a Future only the gods know. And in this passage, this chequered, doubtful passage from thinking to doing, an infinite savour and passion of life is somehow disengaged. It penetrates through the boredom, through all the failure, public and personal; it enwraps the spectacle and the actors; it carries and supports patriot and adventurer alike. Ideas, perceptions of this kind--the first chill over--stole upon and conquered Ma
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