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rks, and their pictures, in time, like the shell-fish out of its shell. The beauty and the grace which they created or inherited remain. And why should one be envious of _them_ personally? They have had the best chances in the world and thrown them away--are but poor animals at the end! At any rate I can't hate them--they seem to have a function--when I am moving about Drury Lane!" she added with a smile. "But how can one help being ashamed?" said Lady Winterbourne, as her eyes wandered over her pretty room, and she felt herself driven somehow into playing devil's advocate. "No! No!" said Marcella, eagerly, "don't be ashamed! As to the people who make beauty more beautiful--who share it and give it--I often feel as if I could say to them on my knees, Never, _never_ be ashamed merely of being rich--of living with beautiful things, and having time to enjoy them! One might as well be ashamed of being strong rather than a cripple, or having two eyes rather than one!" "Oh, but, my dear!" cried Lady Winterbourne, piteous and bewildered, "when one has all the beauty and the freedom--and other people must _die_ without any--" "Oh, I know, I _know_!" said Marcella, with a quick gesture of despair; "that's what makes the world the world. And one begins with thinking it can be changed--that it _must_ and _shall_ be changed!--that everybody could have wealth--could have beauty and rest, and time to think, that is to say--if things were different--if one could get Socialism--if one could beat down the capitalist--if one could level down, and level up, till everybody had 200 _l._ a year. One turns and fingers the puzzle all day long. It seems so _near_ coming right--one guesses a hundred ways in which it might be done! Then after a while one stumbles upon doubt--one begins to see that it never _will_, never _can_ come right--not in any mechanical way of that sort--that _that_ isn't what was meant!" Her voice dropped drearily. Betty Macdonald gazed at her with a girl's nascent adoration. Lady Winterbourne was looking puzzled and unhappy, but absorbed like Betty in Marcella. Lady Selina, studying the three with smiling composure, was putting on her veil, with the most careful attention to fringe and hairpins. As for Ermyntrude, she was no longer on the sofa; she had risen noiselessly, finger on lip, almost at the beginning of Marcella's talk, to greet a visitor. She and he were standing at the back of the room, in the opening
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