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sometimes prevent the pulse of her own life from stirring. Her eye wandered round the room--Aldous's familiar room. There, on the writing-table with its load of letters and books, stood the photograph of Hallin; another, her own, used to stand beside it; it was solitary now. Otherwise, all was just as it had been--flowers, books, newspapers--the signs of familiar occupation, the hundred small details of character and personality which in estrangement take to themselves such a smarting significance for the sad and craving heart. The date--the anniversary--echoed in her mind. Then, with a rush of remorseful pain, her thoughts came back to the present and to Hallin. At the same moment she saw that his eyes were open, and fixed upon her with a certain anxiety and expectancy. He made a movement as though to draw her towards him; and she stooped to him. "I feel," he said, "as though my strength were leaving me fast. Let me ask you one question--because of my love for you--and _him_. I have fancied--of late--things were changed. Can you tell me--will you?--or is it unfair?"--the words had all their bright, natural intonation--"Is your heart--still where it was?--or, could you ever--undo the past--" He held her fast, grasping the hand she had given him with unconscious force. She had looked up startled, her lip trembling like a child's. Then she dropped her head against the arm of her chair, as though she could not speak. He moved restlessly, and sighed. "I should not," he said to himself; "I should not--it was wrong. The dying are tyrannous." He even began a word of sweet apology. But she shook her head. "Don't!" she said, struggling with herself; "don't say that! It would do me good to speak--to you--" An exquisite smile dawned on Hallin's face. "Then!"--he said--"confess!" * * * * * A few minutes later they were still sitting together. She strongly wished to go; but he would not yet allow it. His face was full of a mystical joy--a living faith, which must somehow communicate itself in one last sacramental effort. "How strange that you--and I--and he--should have been so mixed together in this queer life. Now I seem to regret nothing--I _hope_ everything. One more little testimony let me bear!--the last. We disappear one by one--into the dark--but each may throw his comrades--a token--before he goes. You have been in much trouble of mind and spirit--I have seen it.
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