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ed to her, from his tall erectness, and speaking with an extreme quietness, even monotony of manner. "He is waiting for you--will you come at once?" He led her up the central staircase and along the familiar passages, walking silently a little in front of her. They passed the long line of Caroline and Jacobean portraits in the upper gallery, till just outside his own door Aldous paused. "He ought not to talk long," he said, hesitating, "but you will know--of course--better than any of us." "I will watch him," she said, almost inaudibly, and he gently opened the door and let her pass, shutting it behind her. The nurse, who was sitting beside her patient, got up as Marcella entered, and pointed her to a low chair on his further side. Susie Hallin rose too, and kissed the new-comer hurriedly, absently, without a word, lest she should sob. Then she and the nurse disappeared through an inner door. The evening light was still freely admitted; and there were some candles. By the help of both she could only see him indistinctly. But in her own mind, as she sat down, she determined that he had not even days to live. Yet as she bent over him she saw a playful gleam on the cavernous face. "You won't scold me?" said the changed voice--"you did warn me--you and Susie--but--I was obstinate. It was best so!" She pressed her lips to his hand and was answered by a faint pressure from the cold fingers. "If I could have been there!" she murmured. "No--I am thankful you were not. And I must not think of it--or of any trouble. Aldous is very bitter--but he will take comfort by and by--he will see it--and them--more justly. They meant me no unkindness. They were full of an idea, as I was. When I came back to myself--first--all was despair. I was in a blank horror of myself and life. Now it has gone--I don't know how. It is not of my own will--some hand has lifted a weight. I seem to float--without pain." He closed his eyes, gathering strength again in the interval, by a strong effort of will--calling up in the dimming brain what he had to say. She meanwhile, spoke to him in a low voice, mainly to prevent his talking, telling him of her father, of her mother's strain of nursing--of herself--she hardly knew what. Hew grotesque to be giving him these little bits of news about strangers--to him, this hovering, consecrated soul, on the brink of the great secret! In the intervals, while he was still silent, she could not
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