FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384  
385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   >>  
ut being able to forget?" "I love without a wish to forget; without a wish ever to love any one else," replied La Valliere. "Very well," said Raoul. "You have said to me, in fact, all you had to say; all I could possibly wish to know. And now, mademoiselle, it is I who ask your forgiveness, for it is I who have almost been an obstacle in your life; I, too, who have been wrong, for, in deceiving myself, I helped to deceive you." "Oh!" said La Valliere, "I do not ask you so much as that, Raoul." "I only am to blame, mademoiselle," continued Raoul, "better informed than yourself of the difficulties of this life, I should have enlightened you. I ought not to have relied upon uncertainty; I ought to have extracted an answer from your heart, whilst I hardly even sought an acknowledgement from your lips. Once more, mademoiselle, it is I who ask your forgiveness." "Impossible, impossible!" she cried, "you are mocking me." "How, impossible?" "Yes, it is impossible to be so good, and kind, ah! perfect to such a degree as that." "Take care!" said Raoul, with a bitter smile, "for presently you may say perhaps I did not love you." "Oh! you love me like an affectionate brother; let me hope that, Raoul." "As a brother! undeceive yourself, Louise. I love you as a lover--as a husband, with the deepest, the truest, the fondest affection." "Raoul, Raoul!" "As a brother! Oh, Louise! I love you so deeply, that I would have shed my blood for you, drop by drop; I would, oh! how willingly, have suffered myself to be torn to pieces for your sake, have sacrificed my very future for you. I love you so deeply, Louise, that my heart feels dead and crushed within me,--my faith in human nature all is gone,--my eyes have lost their light; I loved you so deeply, that I now no longer see, think of, care for, anything, either in this world or the next." "Raoul--dear Raoul! spare me, I implore you!" cried La Valliere. "Oh! if I had but known--" "It is too late, Louise; you love, you are happy in your affection; I read your happiness through your tears--behind the tears which the loyalty of your nature makes you shed; I feel the sighs your affection breathes forth. Louise, Louise, you have made me the most abjectly wretched man living; leave me, I entreat you. Adieu! adieu!" "Forgive me! oh, forgive me, Raoul, for what I have done." "Have I not done much, much more? _Have I not told you that I love you still?_" She buri
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384  
385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   >>  



Top keywords:

Louise

 

impossible

 
Valliere
 

affection

 

deeply

 

brother

 

mademoiselle

 

nature

 

forgiveness

 

forget


Forgive

 
forgive
 
entreat
 

crushed

 
future
 

suffered

 

willingly

 

pieces

 

sacrificed

 

abjectly


happiness

 

breathes

 

loyalty

 

living

 
longer
 

wretched

 
implore
 

continued

 

deceiving

 

helped


deceive

 
informed
 

relied

 

uncertainty

 

enlightened

 
difficulties
 

obstacle

 
replied
 

possibly

 

extracted


answer

 

presently

 
bitter
 

affectionate

 

deepest

 
truest
 

fondest

 
husband
 

undeceive

 

degree