miled and said:
"An eccentric, your friend, nicht wahr?" Could he tell me where M. Le
Ferrier was? He could not. I left to look for Jules; could not find him,
and returned to my hotel disgusted. I was sorry for my old guest, but
vexed with him too; what business had he to carry his Quixotism to such
an unpleasant length? I tried to read. Eleven o'clock struck; the casino
disgorged a stream of people; the Place seemed fuller of life than ever;
then slowly it grew empty and quite dark. The whim seized me to go out.
It was a still night, very warm, very black. On one of the seats a
man and woman sat embraced, on another a girl was sobbing, on a
third--strange sight--a priest dozed. I became aware of some one at my
side; it was my old guest.
"If you are not too tired," he said, "can you give me ten minutes?"
"Certainly; will you come in?"
"No, no; let us go down to the Terrace. I shan't keep you long."
He did not speak again till we reached a seat above the pigeon-shooting
grounds; there, in a darkness denser for the string of lights still
burning in the town, we sat down.
"I owe you an apology," he said; "first in the afternoon, then again
this evening--your guest--your friend's glove! I have behaved as no
gentleman should." He was leaning forward with his hands on the handle
of a stick. His voice sounded broken and disturbed.
"Oh!" I muttered. "It's nothing!"'
"You are very good," he sighed; "but I feel that I must explain. I
consider I owe this to you, but I must tell you I should not have the
courage if it were not for another reason. You see I have no friend." He
looked at me with an uncertain smile. I bowed, and a minute or two later
he began....
III
"You will excuse me if I go back rather far. It was in '74, when I had
been ill with Cuban fever. To keep me alive they had put me on board a
ship at Santiago, and at the end of the voyage I found myself in London.
I had very little money; I knew nobody. I tell you, sir, there are times
when it's hard for a fighting man to get anything to do. People would
say to me: 'Afraid we've nothing for a man like you in our business.' I
tried people of all sorts; but it was true--I had been fighting here and
there since '60, I wasn't fit for anything--" He shook his head. "In the
South, before the war, they had a saying, I remember, about a dog and a
soldier having the same value. But all this has nothing to do with what
I have to tell you." He sighed again
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