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hing seemed to impair, suggested strolling. John Ames was rather inclined to be silent as they wandered on, the light of the southern moon flooding down through the overshadowing firs, the balmy stillness of the night broken by distant snatches of shrill laughter and the chatter of voices from squalid coloured loafers on the main road. He was realising with a sort of pang at the heart how all this time would soon be behind him, as in a flash, only as an episode to look back to. The girl, noting his silence, was wondering whether it was a prelude to what she had airily termed "hoisting the signals," and, thus conjecturing, was surprised at herself and her lack of the usual eagerness to avoid them. "You are feeling much better than when you came down, are you not, Mr Ames?" she said softly. "Ever so much. I shall go back quite set up." Her practised ear detected the slightest suspicion of melancholy in the tone, while admiring the strength which controlled it. "What a strange life you must have to lead up there!" she went on; for he had told her a good deal about himself during the time of their acquaintanceship. "Oh yes. It gets monotonous at times. But then, I take it, everything does." "But it is such a useful life. And you have helped to open up the country, too." "Not I. That is left to other people." "But you were with the first expedition, and so of course you helped. I don't wonder you pioneers are proud of the part you took in extending the Empire. Isn't that the correct newspaper phrase? At any rate, it sounds something big." John Ames smiled queerly. He was not especially proud of the extension of the Empire; he had seen a few things incidental to that process which had killed within him any such incipient inflation. "Oh yes; there's a good deal of sound about most of the doings of `the Empire,' but there--I must not get cynical on that head, because the said extension is finding me in bread and cheese just now, and I must endeavour to be `proud of' that." "You must have great responsibilities holding the position you do. Tell me, are you able to throw them off while you are away, or do you lie awake sometimes at night wondering if things are going right?" "Oh, I try not to bother my head about them. It's of no use taking a holiday and thinking about `shop' all the while. Besides, the man who is in my place is all there. He has been at it as long as I have; and if the
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