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dlesticks are very beautiful," he said; "the impression here is a little like that of a Catholic altar just before the mass. I've always thought I'd like to have my meals served in church, _Saint-Germain-des-Pres_ for instance." "It is rather dim religious light." Nancy had no wish to utter this banality, but it was forced from her by her desire to seem sympathetic. "Can we go to your place for a little while to-night?" These were the words she had spent her days and nights hungering for; yet now she hesitated for a perceptible instant. "Yes, we can, of course. There is a friend of mine--Billy Boynton, up there this evening. He is not feeling very fit, and phoned to ask if he could go up and sprawl before my fire, so, of course, I said he could." "Oh! yes, Sheila's friend. Can't he be disposed of?" "I think so. We could try." But at Nancy's apartment they found not only Billy, but Caroline, and the atmosphere was like that of the glacial regions, both literally and figuratively. "Hitty had the windows open, and the fire went out, and I forgot to turn on the heat," Billy explained from his position on the hearth where he was trying to build an unscientific fire with the morning paper, and the remains of a soap box. There was a long smudge across his forehead. Caroline drew Nancy into the seclusion of her bedroom and clutched her violently by the arm. "I can't stand the strain any longer," she cried, "you've got to tell me. Are you or are you not going to marry Dick Thorndyke for his money, and is Billy Boynton putting you up to it--out of cowardice?" "No, I'm not and he isn't," Nancy said. "What's the matter with you and Billy anyway?" "I haven't seen him for weeks before. I just happened to be in this neighborhood to-night, and ran in here, and there he was." "Why don't you take him home with you?" Nancy said. "I don't want him to go home with me." "Don't you love him?" "Oh, I don't know. That isn't the point." "It is the point," Nancy said; "there isn't any other point to the whole of existence. There's nothing else in the world, but love, the great, big, beautiful, all-giving-up kind of love, and bearing children for the man you love; and if you don't know that yet, Caroline, go down on your bended knees and pray to your God that He will teach it to you before it is too late." "I--I didn't know you felt like that," Caroline gasped. "Well, I do," Nancy said, "and I think tha
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