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, and then a temptation came to me. I wanted us both, you and I, to be happy together for two days. I knew that at the end of that time I must open your eyes." "Oh, we were happy!" said the child. "Yes, for those two days we had peace, and we were, as you say, happy. I put away from me the thought of that which was before me, but I knew that it must come. It has come, Sibyl. The peace has been changed to storm; and now, little girl, I am in the midst of the tempest; the agony I feel in having to tell you this no words can explain." "I wish you would try and 'splain, all the same," said Sibyl, in a weak, very weak voice. "I will, I must; it is wrong of me to torture you." "It's only 'cos of you yourself," she murmured. "Listen, my darling. You have often given thoughts to the Lombard Deeps Mine?" "Oh, yes." She raised herself a little on her pillow, and tried to speak more cheerfully. "I have thought of it, the mine full, full of gold, and all the people so happy!" Her voice grew quite animated. "Any special people, dearest?" "So many," she replied. "I told Lord Grayleigh, and he put their names in his note-book. There's Mr. and Mrs. Holman, the people who keep the toy-shop; she has a hundred pounds, and she wants to buy some of the gold." "The old pair I saw coming to see you yesterday? Are they the Holmans? Yes, I remember they told me that was their name." "They came, father. I love 'em so much; and there's Mr. Rochester and Lady Helen, they want to marry. It's a secret, but you may know. And nurse, she wants some of the gold, 'cos her eyes ache, and you sent a cablegram, father, and said the gold was there; it's all right." "No, Sibyl, it is all wrong; the gold is not in the mine." "But you sent a cablegram." "I did." "And you said it was there." "I did." She paused and looked at him; her eyes grew full of pain; the pain reached agony point. "You said it?" "I did worse," said the man. He stood up, folded his arms across his chest, and looked down at her. "I did worse, and to tell you is my punishment. I not only sent that cablegram, but I wrote an account of the mine, a false account, false as my false heart was, Sibyl, and I signed it with my name, for the gold I said was in the mine was not there." "Why did you do it, father?" "Because I was a scoundrel." "What's that?" asked Sibyl. "A bad man." "No," said the child, "no, you was always my most perfect--
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