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omething more of the man--he must open the eyes of the child who worshipped him. The thought of this awful task almost paralyzed him; his heart beat with heavy throbs and the moisture stood on his forehead. One look at Sibyl, however, lying whiter and sweeter than ever in her little bed, restored to him that marvellous self-control which love alone can give. Nurse was in the room, and it was evident that nurse had been having a bout of crying. Her eyelids were red. She turned when she saw her master, went up to him and shook her head. "Leave us for a little, nurse," said Ogilvie. She went away at once. Ogilvie now approached the bed, dropped into a chair and took one of Sibyl's hands. "You have been a long time away, father," said the child. "I have, my darling, I had a great deal to do." "Business, father?" "Yes, dearest, important business." "You don't look well," said Sibyl. She gazed at him, apprehensively, her blue eyes opened wide, and a spasm of pain flitted across her brow. "I have had a hard time," said the man, "and now, my little girl, I have come to you, to you, my dearest, to perform the hardest task of my life." "To me, father? The hardest task of your life?" "Yes, my little daughter, I have something to say to you." "Something bad?" asked Sibyl. "Something very bad." Sibyl shut her eyes for a minute, then she opened them and looked steadily at her father, her childish lips became slightly compressed, it was as if a world of strength suddenly entered her little frame, as though, dying as she was, she was bracing herself to endure. "I am very sorry," she said. "I love you so much. What is it, darlingest father?" "Let me hold your hand," he said. "It will be easier for me to tell you something then." She gave it to him. He clasped it in both of his, bent forward, and began to speak. "At the moment, little Sibyl, when the cablegram which told me of your accident was put into my hand, I had just done something so wicked, so terrible, that God Himself, God Almighty, rose up and smote me." "I don't understand," said the child. "I will explain. The cablegram told me that you were ill, very ill. I wanted to undo what I had done, but it was too late. I hurried back to you. God came with me on board the ship. God came, and He was angry; I had a terrible time." "Still I do not understand," repeated Sibyl. "Let me speak, my dear girl. I reached home, and I saw you
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