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"I think you have been unconscious that you were avoiding me," Mr. Brand replied. "You have not even known that I was there." "Well, you are here now, Mr. Brand!" said Gertrude, with a little laugh. "I know that very well." He made no rejoinder. He simply walked beside her slowly, as they were obliged to walk over the soft grass. Presently they came to another gate, which was closed. Mr. Brand laid his hand upon it, but he made no movement to open it; he stood and looked at his companion. "You are very much interested--very much absorbed," he said. Gertrude glanced at him; she saw that he was pale and that he looked excited. She had never seen Mr. Brand excited before, and she felt that the spectacle, if fully carried out, would be impressive, almost painful. "Absorbed in what?" she asked. Then she looked away at the illuminated sky. She felt guilty and uncomfortable, and yet she was vexed with herself for feeling so. But Mr. Brand, as he stood there looking at her with his small, kind, persistent eyes, represented an immense body of half-obliterated obligations, that were rising again into a certain distinctness. "You have new interests, new occupations," he went on. "I don't know that I can say that you have new duties. We have always old ones, Gertrude," he added. "Please open the gate, Mr. Brand," she said; and she felt as if, in saying so, she were cowardly and petulant. But he opened the gate, and allowed her to pass; then he closed it behind himself. Before she had time to turn away he put out his hand and held her an instant by the wrist. "I want to say something to you," he said. "I know what you want to say," she answered. And she was on the point of adding, "And I know just how you will say it;" but these words she kept back. "I love you, Gertrude," he said. "I love you very much; I love you more than ever." He said the words just as she had known he would; she had heard them before. They had no charm for her; she had said to herself before that it was very strange. It was supposed to be delightful for a woman to listen to such words; but these seemed to her flat and mechanical. "I wish you would forget that," she declared. "How can I--why should I?" he asked. "I have made you no promise--given you no pledge," she said, looking at him, with her voice trembling a little. "You have let me feel that I have an influence over you. You have opened your mind to me." "I never opened my
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