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had been so fitfully gay and light these three days, quickened in mysterious excitement. "Nothing is impossible," she gave back, "to a _man_!" Billy thought she was resenting the conventions of the restricted sex. She could not make any open advance toward Falconer while he, as man, could make all the open advances to Arlee he was willing to--but in this case his hands were tied. A man cannot inflict himself upon a girl who may not feel herself free to reject him. He laughed, with sorry ruefulness. "There's a whole lot," he observed, "that is impossible to a man who tries to be one," and then, oblivious of any construction she might choose to put upon this cryptic utterance, he strolled moodily on, in brooding silence. After a pause, "Of course," said Lady Claire in so gentle a little voice that it seemed to glide undisturbingly among his silent meditations, "of course, a man has his--pride." "I hope so," said the young man briefly. He understood her to be probing for his reason for abandoning the chase; he understood that for her own sake she would like to see him successful with Arlee, and he was queerly sorry to be failing to help her there. But he had done all that he could.... The girl spoke again, her face straight ahead, her shadowy eyes staring out into the moonlight. "Is it--money?" she said in the same little breath of a voice. "Money!" Billy threw back the words in surprise, half contemptuous, "Oh, Lord, no, it's not _money_! I haven't much of it _now_, but I'm going to make a bunch of the stuff--if I want to." He spoke with naive and amazing confidence which somehow struck astounded belief into the listener. "There's enough of it there, waiting to be made--no, it's not money--though perhaps one might well think it ought to be. I suppose my work might strike a girl as hard for her," he went on, considering aloud these problems of existence, "for it's here to-day and there to-morrow--now doing a building in a roaring city and now damming up some reservoir deep in the mountains--but it always seemed to me that the girl who would like me would like that, too. It's seeing so much of life--and such real life! Oh, no," he said, and though a trace of doubt had struck into his voice, "that in itself wouldn't be what I'd call impossible--not for the right girl." "But your work--would it always be in America?" said Lady Claire. "Oh, always. It has to be, of course." "Oh.... And--and--you--have
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