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passable woman who came across his path. My temper grew like touch-wood; the least spark would set it in a blaze. I could not take such things in good part. We had been at daggers-drawn for a day or two, he and I, when one morning I was astonished by the appearance of Julia in our consulting-room, soon after my father, having dressed himself elaborately, had quitted the house. Julia's face was ominous, the upper lip very straight, and a frown upon her brow. I wondered what could be the matter, but I held my tongue. My knowledge of Julia was intimate enough for me to hit upon the right moment for speech or silence--a rare advantage. It was the time to refrain from speaking. Julia was no termagant--simply a woman who had had her own way all her life, and was so sure it was the best way that she could not understand why other people should wish to have theirs. "Martin," she began in a low key, but one that might run up to shrillness if advisable, "I am come to tell you something that fills me with shame and anger. I do not know how to contain myself. I could never have believed that I could have been so blind and foolish. But it seems as if I were doomed to be deceived and disappointed on every hand--I who would not deceive or disappoint anybody in the world. I declare it makes me quite ill to think of it. Just look at my hands, how they tremble." "Your nervous system is out of order," I remarked. "It is the world that is out of order," she said, petulantly; "I am well enough. Oh, I do not know how ever I am to tell you. There are some things it is a shame to speak of." "Must you speak of them?" I asked. "Yes; you must know, you will have to know all, sooner or later. If there was any hope of it coming to nothing, I should try to spare you this; but they are both so bent upon disgracing themselves, so deaf to reason! If my poor, dear aunt knew of it, she could not rest in her grave. Martin, cannot you guess? Are men born so dull that they cannot see what is going on under their own eyes?" "I have not the least idea of what you are driving at," I answered. "Sit down, my dear Julia, and calm yourself. Shall I give you a glass of wine?" "No, no," she said, with a gesture of impatience. "How long is it since my poor, dear aunt died?" "You know as well as I do," I replied, wondering that she should touch the wound so roughly. "Three months next Sunday." "And Dr. Dobree," she said, in a bitter accent--then
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