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the Melting Pot, from which we will cast the better state. I've believed that always--in spite of a thousand little things I believe it now. I go back on nothing. I'm not fighting as an American either. I'm fighting simply as myself.... I'm not going fighting for England, mind you. Don't you fancy that. I don't know I'm so particularly in love with a lot of English ways as to do that. I don't see how any one can be very much in love with your Empire, with its dead-alive Court, its artful politicians, its lords and ladies and snobs, its way with the Irish and its way with India, and everybody shifting responsibility and telling lies about your common people. I'm not going fighting for England. I'm going fighting for Cissie--and justice and Belgium and all that--but more particularly for Cissie. And anyhow I can't look Pa Britling in the face any more.... And I want to see those trenches--close. I reckon they're a thing it will be interesting to talk about some day.... So I'm going," said Mr. Direck. "But chiefly--it's Cissie. See?" Cissie had come and stood by the side of him. She looked from poor broken Teddy to him and back again. "Up to now," she said, "I've wanted you to go...." Tears came into her eyes. "I suppose I must let you go," she said. "Oh! I'd hate you not to go...." Section 14 "Good God! how old the Master looks!" cried Teddy suddenly. He was standing at the window, and as Mr. Direck came forward inquiringly he pointed to the figure of Mr. Britling passing along the road towards the Dower House. "He does look old. I hadn't noticed," said Mr. Direck. "Why, he's gone grey!" cried Teddy, peering. "He wasn't grey when I left." They watched the knickerbockered figure of Mr. Britling receding up the hill, atlas and papers in his hands behind his back. "I must go out to him," said Teddy, disengaging himself from Letty. "No," she said, arresting him with her hand. "But he will be glad--" She stood in her husband's way. She had a vision of Mr. Britling suddenly called out of his dreams of God ruling the united states of the world, to rejoice at Teddy's restoration.... "No," she said; "it will only make him think again of Hugh--and how he died. Don't go out, Teddy. Not now. What does he care for _you_?... Let him rest from such things.... Leave him to dream over his atlas.... He isn't so desolate--if you knew.... I will tell you, Teddy--when I can.... "But just now--No, he w
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