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eping when you were once at Marringhurst. You told me of it.' 'Ay, ay!' 'There is a wing of our house shut up. We often talked of it.' 'Often, Venetia; it was a mystery.' 'I have penetrated it,' replied Venetia in a solemn tone; 'and never have I known what happiness is since.' 'Yes, yes!' said Lord Cadurcis, very pale, and in a whisper. 'Plantagenet, I have a father.' Lord Cadurcis started, and for an instant his arm quitted Venetia's. At length he said in a gloomy voice, 'I know it.' 'Know it!' exclaimed Venetia with astonishment. 'Who could have told you the secret?' 'It is no secret,' replied Cadurcis; 'would that it were!' 'Would that it were! How strange you speak, how strange you look, Plantagenet! If it be no secret that I have a father, why this concealment then? I know that I am not the child of shame!' she added, after a moment's pause, with an air of pride. A tear stole down the cheek of Cadurcis. 'Plantagenet! dear, good Plantagenet! my brother! my own brother! see, I kneel to you; Venetia kneels to you! your own Venetia! Venetia that you love! Oh! if you knew the load that is on my spirit bearing me down to a grave which I would almost welcome, you would speak to me; you would tell me all. I have sighed for this; I have longed for this; I have prayed for this. To meet some one who would speak to me of my father; who had heard of him, who knew him; has been for years the only thought of my being, the only object for which I existed. And now, here comes Plantagenet, my brother! my own brother! and he knows all, and he will tell me; yes, that he will; he will tell his Venetia all, all!' 'Is there not your mother?' said Lord Cadurcis, in a broken tone. 'Forbidden, utterly forbidden. If I speak, they tell me her heart will break; and therefore mine is breaking.' 'Have you no friend?' 'Are not you my friend?' 'Doctor Masham?' 'I have applied to him; he tells me that he lives, and then he shakes his head.' 'You never saw your father; think not of him.' 'Not think of him!' exclaimed Venetia, with extraordinary energy. 'Of what else? For what do I live but to think of him? What object have I in life but to see him? I have seen him, once.' 'Ah!' 'I know his form by heart, and yet it was but a shade. Oh, what a shade! what a glorious, what an immortal shade! If gods were upon earth they would be like my father!' 'His deeds, at least, are not godlike,' observed Lord
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