FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257  
258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   >>   >|  
out him? She reproached herself for ingratitude and discontent. Life was a beautiful thing if only she would have it so. She knelt down at length by the deep cushioned window-seat and began to pray. The night was dim and quiet, and as she prayed she gradually forgot the shadows behind her and seemed to lose herself in the immensity of its peace. She realized as never before that by her love she must prevail. It was the one weapon, unfailing and invincible, that alone would serve her, when she could rely upon no other. She knew that he had felt its influence, that there were times when he did instinctive reverence to it, as to that which is holy. She knew moreover that there was that within him that answered to it as it were involuntarily--a fiery essence in which his passion had no part which dwelt deep down in his turbulent heart--a germ of greatness which she knew might blossom into Love Immortal. He was young, he was young. He wanted life, all he could get of it. And he left the higher things because as yet he was undeveloped. He had not felt that hunger of the spirit which only that which is spiritual can satisfy. It would come. She was sure it would come. She was watching for it day by day. His wings were still untried. He did not want to soar. But by-and-bye the heights would begin to draw him. And then--then they would soar together. But till that day dawned, her love must be the guardian of them both. There came a slight sound in the room behind her. She turned swiftly. "Piers!" He was close to her. As she started to her feet his arms enclosed her. He looked down into her eyes, holding her fast pressed to him. "I didn't mean to disturb you," he said. "But--when I saw you were praying--I had to come in. I wanted so awfully to know--if you would get an answer." "But, Piers!" she protested. He kissed her lips. "Don't be angry, Avery! I'm not scoffing. I don't know enough about God to scoff at Him. Tell me! Do you ever get an answer, or are you content to go jogging on like the rest of the world without?" She made an effort to free herself. "Do you know, Piers, I can't talk to you about--holy things--when you are holding me like this." He looked stubborn. "I don't know what you mean by holy things. I'm not a believer. At least I don't believe in prayer. I can get all I want without it." "I wonder!" Avery said. She was still trying to disengage herself, but as he held her with evident determ
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257  
258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

things

 

wanted

 

looked

 

answer

 
holding
 

enclosed

 

started

 

guardian

 
prayer
 

evident


slight
 
turned
 

determ

 

disengage

 

swiftly

 

jogging

 

protested

 

kissed

 

content

 

scoffing


stubborn
 

believer

 

disturb

 

praying

 

effort

 

pressed

 
realized
 
immensity
 

forgot

 
shadows

prevail

 

influence

 
weapon
 

unfailing

 

invincible

 
gradually
 
prayed
 

beautiful

 

discontent

 

reproached


ingratitude

 

length

 

cushioned

 
window
 

instinctive

 
spiritual
 

satisfy

 

watching

 

spirit

 
hunger