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n she knew. "Piers! Piers!" she said. "I am altogether yours. I love you. Don't you know it?" He drew a deep, quivering breath. "Yes--yes, I do know it," he said. "But--but--Avery, I would go through hell for you. You are my religion, my life, my all. I am not that to you. If--if I were dragged down, you wouldn't follow me in." His intensity shocked her, but she would not have him know it. She sought to calm his agitation though she possessed no key thereto. "My dear," she said, "you are talking wildly. You don't know what you are to me, and I can't even begin to tell you. But surely--by now--you can take me on trust." He made a curious sound that was half-laugh, half-groan. "You don't know yourself, Avery," he said. "But you don't doubt my love, Piers," she protested very earnestly. "You know that it would never fail you." "Your love is like the moonlight, Avery," he answered. "It is all whiteness and purity. But mine--mine is red like the fire that is under the earth. And though sometimes it scorches you, it never quite reaches you. You stoop to me, but you can't lift me. You are too far above. And the moonlight doesn't always reach to the prisoner in the dungeon either." "All the same dear, don't be afraid that it will ever fail you!" she said. He kissed her again, hotly, lingeringly, and let her go. "Perhaps I shall remind you of that one day," he said. All through dinner his spirits were recklessly high. He talked incessantly, playing the host with a brilliant ease that betrayed no sign of strain. He did not seem to have a care in the world, and Avery marvelled at his versatility. She herself felt weary and strangely sick at heart. Those few words of his had been a bitter revelation to her. She knew now what was wanting between them. He desired passion from her rather than love. He had no use for spiritual things. And she,--she knew that she shrank inwardly whenever she encountered that fierce, untamed desire of his. It fettered her spirit, it hung upon her like an overpowering weight. She could not satisfy his wild Southern nature. He crushed her love with the very fierceness of his possession and ever cried to her for more. He seemed insatiable. Even though she gave him all she had, he still hungered, still strove feverishly to possess himself of something further. She felt worn out, body and soul, and she could not hide it. She was unspeakably glad when at length the meal was over and s
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