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od, injustice, thirst of riches, hatred and luxury, but neither belief, nor truth, nor faith." Do not cry out, saintly souls, virtuous prelates, gentle apostles, frank and rosy curates, but let him among you who is without any of his sins, rise up and cast the first stone at the Cure of Althausen. XI. THE FLESH. "The man tries in vain, he must yield to his nature: A woman excites him untying her girdle." VICTOR HUGO. Eight days had passed away. Eight days, during which he had tried with supreme efforts to silence his senses, and to chain down his wild thoughts. He had become calmer and more master of himself. The species of vertigo which had seized him is an accident frequent enough among young priests, who in spite of all the seductions which surround them and the occasions of falling, wish to remain steadfast in duty. "For we do not deny ourselves the inclinations of nature with impunity, it is an age at which the physical delights of love become necessary to every well organized being, and it is never but at the expense of health, and of the repose of the whole life, that we can he faithful to the vows of perpetual chastity."[1] The crisis, according to the temperament of the _subject_, is more or less violent, and occurs again several times, until he finally yields to the temptation, or again until madness seizes him. Then everybody is terrified to learn one day in the _Gazette des Tribunaux_ the horrible details of some crime so abominable that one would believe it sprung from the horrors of a nightmare. Let them not be astonished! the wretch who has committed it was in reality overcome by hallucination. In the struggles of the will against the appetites, the reason expires. Madness has clasped the brain, too feeble to strive against the flesh in revolt, and the latter has avenged itself as the brute avenge itself by the act of a brute. "The torch of reason completely extinguished, the victim of senseless vows has brought the piece to an end by a catastrophe which alarms modesty, astonishes nature and disconcerts religion."[2] Meanwhile, I repeat, the Cure seemed calmer: to the crisis had succeeded a kind of depression and languor. He resumed his studies with more eagerness, and only went out in order to go from the parsonage to the church, conscientiously occupying himself in his profession. His senses were slumbering again. But the mischievous devil was at
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