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h to us--a-a sort of--lecture." "What did he lecture about?" Arthur hesitated. "You won't ask me his name, Padre, will you? Because I promised----" "I will ask you no questions at all, and if you have promised secrecy of course you must not tell me; but I think you can almost trust me by this time." "Padre, of course I can. He spoke about--us and our duty to the people--and to--our own selves; and about--what we might do to help----" "To help whom?" "The contadini--and----" "And?" "Italy." There was a long silence. "Tell me, Arthur," said Montanelli, turning to him and speaking very gravely, "how long have you been thinking about this?" "Since--last winter." "Before your mother's death? And did she know of it?" "N-no. I--I didn't care about it then." "And now you--care about it?" Arthur pulled another handful of bells off the foxglove. "It was this way, Padre," he began, with his eyes on the ground. "When I was preparing for the entrance examination last autumn, I got to know a good many of the students; you remember? Well, some of them began to talk to me about--all these things, and lent me books. But I didn't care much about it; I always wanted to get home quick to mother. You see, she was quite alone among them all in that dungeon of a house; and Julia's tongue was enough to kill her. Then, in the winter, when she got so ill, I forgot all about the students and their books; and then, you know, I left off coming to Pisa altogether. I should have talked to mother if I had thought of it; but it went right out of my head. Then I found out that she was going to die----You know, I was almost constantly with her towards the end; often I would sit up the night, and Gemma Warren would come in the day to let me get to sleep. Well, it was in those long nights; I got thinking about the books and about what the students had said--and wondering--whether they were right and--what--Our Lord would have said about it all." "Did you ask Him?" Montanelli's voice was not quite steady. "Often, Padre. Sometimes I have prayed to Him to tell me what I must do, or to let me die with mother. But I couldn't find any answer." "And you never said a word to me. Arthur, I hoped you could have trusted me." "Padre, you know I trust you! But there are some things you can't talk about to anyone. I--it seemed to me that no one could help me--not even you or mother; I must have my own answer straight from G
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