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at a loss for a reply. "But then I remembered that of course God never made anything that wasn't perfectly beautiful, so I knew that it would come right some time, and I asked mother when she thought it would." "What did she say?" returned Eloise, wondering at this original optimism. "She said we could never tell how soon anything would come right to our sense, but so long as we knew that Creation was perfect and beautiful, we could be patient about everything--big things and little things; and then I remember how she talked to me about being careful never to pity myself." Jewel gave her head a little serious shake. "You know it's very bad error to pity yourself, no matter what kind of a nose you have." Eloise had sunk back in the large chair and was attentively watching the child standing beside her, while she still held Anna Belle. She had never before held converse with a Christian Scientist, but her state of mind precluded the perception of a humorous side to anything. "Wrong to pity yourself no matter what happens?" she asked. "Yes--because--because--" Jewel looked off. She knew that it was error, but it was hard to explain why to the lovely grown-up cousin who was so strangely sorry. "Well, you see," she added after the moment's thought, "it isn't having faith in God, it isn't knowing that you're His child, and that He takes care of you." "No, I suppose not; but I have never learned how to know that, Jewel." "I know you haven't," returned the little girl, and she slipped her hand toward her cousin's. The girl met it halfway and held it close. "Since I've seen you," Jewel went on slowly, "I know that prettiness isn't enough to make a person happy--nor all your lovely clothes--nor having people fond of you and sending you presents--nor making the sweetest music; but you can be happy, cousin Eloise, unless you're doing wrong." "I am doing wrong, but I can't help it." The girl took her supporting hand from the doll and pressed it to her eyes a second before dropping it. "What were you doing when I came in?" "I was just going to get the lesson." "Oh, do you go on with your studies? Perhaps I can help you better than Anna Belle." "Would you cousin Eloise?" Jewel flushed with pleasure. "Some of the words are so long. I thought I'd ask grandpa to-night." "Why didn't you wish to come to me?" questioned Eloise, well knowing why. The little girl looked a trifle embarrassed. "I didn't want to tr
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