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gallants full up of fine phrases and eager for your service--." "Well, Martin?" "Instead of the which you have this island!" "An earthly paradise!" says she. "And myself!" "A foolish being and gloomy!" says she. "One that loveth to be woeful and having nought to grieve him for the moment must needs seek somewhat! So will I to bed ere he find it!" "Look now," quoth I, as she rose, "in losing the world you do lose everything--." "And you also, Martin." "Nay," says I, "in losing the world of yesterday I may find more than ever I possessed!" "Meaning you are content, Martin?" "Is anyone ever content in this world?" "Well--I--might be!" says she slowly. "But you--I do fear you will never know true content, it is not in you, I think." And off she goes to bed leaving me very full of thought. Howbeit the moon being very bright (though on the wane) I stayed there until I had finished her hairpin, of the which I give here a cut, viz.:-- (Sketch of a hairpin.) CHAPTER XXXII TELLS HOW I FOUND A SECRET CAVE Next morning I was up mighty early and away to the little valley, first to view my pots and then to pick some flowers for her birthday, remembering her great love for such toys. Coming to the ashes of the fire, I must needs fall a-cursing most vilely like the ill fellow I was, and to swearing many great and vain oaths (and it her birthday!). For here were my pots (what the fire had left of them) all swollen and bulged with the heat, warped and misshapen beyond imagining. So I stood plucking my beard and cursing them severally and all together, and fetched the nearest a kick that nigh broke my toe and set the pot leaping and bounding a couple of yards, but all unbroken. Going to it I took it up and found it not so much as scratched and hard as any stone. This comforted me somewhat and made me to regret my ill language, more especially having regard to this day, being as it were a day apart. And now as I went on, crossing the stream at a place where were stepping-stones, set there by other hands than mine, as I went, I say, I must needs think what a surly, ill-mannered fellow I was, contrasting the gross man I was become with the gentle, sweet-natured lad I had been. "Well but" (thinks I, excusing myself) "the plantations and a rowing-bench be a school where a man is apt to learn nought but evil and brutality, my wrongs have made me what I am. But again" (thinks I--blaming mysel
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