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night," she murmured. "I've got, Oh, such a _nasty_ disposition, Susie." "But what you said--wasn't it so?" Ruth turned away her head. Susan drew a long sigh, so quietly that Ruth could not have heard. "You understand," Ruth said gently, "everybody feels sorry for you and----" Susan frowned stormily, "They'd better feel sorry for themselves." "Oh, Susie, dear," cried Ruth, impulsively catching her hand, "we all love you, and mother and father and I--we'll stand up for you through everything----" "Don't you _dare_ feel sorry for me!" Susan cried, wrenching her hand away. Ruth's eyes filled with tears. "You can't blame us because everybody---- You know, God says, 'The sins of the fathers shall be visited on the children----'" "I'm done with everybody," cried Susan, rising and lifting her proud head, "I'm done with God." Ruth gave a low scream and shuddered. Susan looked round defiantly, as if she expected a bolt from the blue to come hurtling through the open window. But the sky remained serene, and the quiet, scented breeze continued to play with the lace curtains, and the birds on the balcony did not suspend their chattering courtship. This lack of immediate effect from her declaration of war upon man and God was encouraging. The last of the crushed, cowed feeling Ruth had inspired the night before disappeared. With a soul haughtily plumed and looking defiance from the violet-gray eyes, Susan left her cousin and betook herself down to breakfast. In common with most children, she had always dreamed of a mysterious fate for herself, different from the commonplace routine around her. Ruth's revelations, far from daunting her, far from making her feel like cringing before the world in gratitude for its tolerance of her bar sinister, seemed a fascinatingly tragic confirmation of her romantic longings and beliefs. No doubt it was the difference from the common lot that had attracted Sam to her; and this difference would make their love wholly unlike the commonplace Sutherland wooing and wedding. Yes, hers had been a mysterious fate, and would continue to be. Nora, an old woman now, had often related in her presence how Doctor Stevens had brought her to life when she lay apparently, indeed really, dead upon the upstairs sitting-room table--Doctor Stevens and Nora's own prayers. An extraordinary birth, in defiance of the laws of God and man; an extraordinary resurrection, in defiance of th
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