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r Lynn was twenty-three; older than she had been when the star rose upon her horizon and then set forever. Then came a momentary awkwardness. Childish though the trouble was, she pitied Lynn, and regretted that she could not shield him from it as she had shielded him from all else in his life. Then resentment against Iris. What was she, a nameless outcast, to scorn the offered distinction? Any woman in the world might be proud to become Lynn's wife. Then, smiling at her own folly, Margaret went to him, dominated solely by gratitude. Not knowing what else to do, she drew his tall head down to kiss him, but Lynn swerved aside, and with his face against the softness of his mother's hair, wiped away a boyish tear. "Lynn," she said, tenderly, "you are very young." "How old were you when you married, mother?" "Twenty-one." "How old was father?" "Twenty-three." "Then," persisted Lynn, with remorseless logic, "I am not too young, and neither is Iris--only she doesn't care." "She may care, son." "No, she won't. She despises me." "And why?" "She said I had no heart." "The idea!" "Maybe I didn't have then, but I'm sure I have now." He walked back and forth restlessly. Margaret knew that the griefs of youth are cruelly keen, because they come well in the lead of the strength to bear them. She was about to offer the usual threadbare consolation, "You will forget in time," when she remembered the stock of which Lynn came. His mother, who had carried a secret wound for more than twenty-five years, who was she, to talk about forgetting, and, of all others, to her son? Gratitude was still dominant, though in her heart of hearts she knew that she was selfish. Lynn felt the lack of sympathy, and became conscious, for the first time in his life, that her tenderness had a limit. "Mother," he said, suddenly, "did you love father?" "Why do you ask, son?" "Because I want to know." "I respected him highly," said Margaret, at length. "He was a good man, Lynn." "You have answered," he returned. "You don't know--you don't understand." "But I do understand," she flashed. "You can't, if you didn't love father." "I--I cared for someone else," said Margaret, thickly, unwilling to be convicted of shallowness. Lynn looked at her quickly. "And you still care?" Margaret bowed her head. "Yes," she whispered, "I still care!" "Mother!" he cried. In an instant, his arms were around her and
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