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d--make me a lady, and all the rest of it--I shrank from doing what I knew to be wrong; or perhaps I was only afraid. At any rate, I would not listen to him. Then he declared that he loved me too well to let me go--and he asked me to be his wife." "Oh!" said Lettice. It was an involuntary sound, and Milly scarcely heard it. "If you knew," she said, "what a proud and dignified gentleman he was, you would laugh at me thinking that he really meant what he said, and believing that he would keep his word. But I did believe it, and I agreed at length to leave you and go away with him." "Did you think that I should have anything to say against your marriage, Milly?" said Lettice, mournfully. "I--I thought you might. And Mr. Beadon asked me not to mention it." "Well!--and so you trusted him. And then, poor girl, your dream soon came to an end?" "Not very soon. He kept his word----" "What?" "He married me, on the day when I left you. Not in a church, but somewhere--in Fulham, I think. It looked like a private house, but he said it was a registrar's. Oh, Miss Campion, are you ill?" Lettice was holding her side. She had turned white, and her heart was throbbing painfully; but she soon overcame the feeling or at least concealed it. "No. Go on--go on! He married you!" "And we went on the Continent together. I was very happy for a time, so long as he seemed happy; but I could never shake off that uncomfortable fear in his presence. After a while we came back to London, and then I had to live alone, which of course I did not like. He had taken very nice rooms for me at Hampstead, where he used to come now and then; and he offered to bring some friends to visit me; but I did not want him to do that--I cared for nobody but him!" "Poor Milly!" said Lettice, softly. "I had been suspicious and uneasy for some time, especially when he told me I had better go to Birchmead and stay with my grandmother, as he was too busy to come and see me, and the rooms at Hampstead were expensive. So I went to Birchmead and told them that Mr. Beadon was abroad. He was not--he was in London--and I went up to see him every now and then; but I wanted to put the best face on everything. It would have been too hard to tell my grandmother that I did not think he cared for me." She stopped and wiped the tears away from her eyes. "There was worse than that," she said. "I began to believe that I was not his lawful wife, or he would
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