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dame," said Brian. "But you, Monsieur le Capitaine--you would not have accepted the sacrifice----" "I'm not sure I could have resisted," the Frenchman smiled. "You love her!--that is why," Dierdre said. "My friend--doesn't love me. He never could. I'm not worthy. No one good could love me. If he knew the worst of me, he'd not even be my friend. And I suppose, after this, he won't be. If, by and by, I'm not ashamed of myself for what I've said, he'll be ashamed for me, because----" "Don't!" Brian stopped her. "You know I mustn't let myself love you, Dierdre. And you don't really love me. It's only pity and some kind of repentance--for nothing at all--that you feel. But we'll be greater friends than ever. I understand just why you spoke, and it's going to help me a lot--like a strong tonic. You must have known it would. And if Monsieur and Madame have forgiven us----" "Us? What have _you_ done? If they've forgiven me----" "They have, indeed, forgiven," said the blind Frenchman. "They even thank you. If possible you've drawn them closer together than before." Brian searched for Dierdre's hand, and found it. "Let us go now, and leave them," he whispered. So they went away, and Brian softly shut the door of the little _salon_. "I _did_ mean every word I said!" the girl blurted out, turning upon him in the hall. "But--I shouldn't have dared say it if I hadn't been sure you didn't care. And even if you did care--or could--your sister wouldn't let you. She knows me exactly as I am." "She _shall_ know you as you are--my true and brave little friend!" Brian said. He can find his way about wonderfully, even in a house with which he is merely making acquaintance: besides, Sirius was with him. But he felt an immense tenderness for Dierdre after that desperate confession. He didn't wish the girl to fancy that he could get on without her just then, or that he thought she had any reason for running away from him. He asked if she would take him to his room, so that he might rest there, alone, remembering an exquisite moment of his life. "It's wonderful to feel that for a beautiful girl like you--blind as I am, I am a _man_!" he said. "Thank you with all my heart--for everything." "Who told you I was beautiful?" Dierdre flung the question at him. "My sister Mary told me," Brian answered. "Besides--I felt it. A man does feel such things--perhaps all the more if he is blind." "Your sister Mary?" the girl echoe
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