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is wares; but to my horror and astonishment, by some process which I could not understand, I saw that he was saying to himself, 'What a d----d fool! here's another of those cursed wretches, d---- him!' all with the same smile. I started back, and answered him as hotly, 'What do you mean by calling me a d----d fool? fool yourself, and all the rest of it. Is this the way you receive strangers here?' 'Yes,' he said with the same smile, 'this is the way; and I only describe you as you are, as you will soon see. Will you walk in and look over my shop? Perhaps you will find something to suit you if you are just setting up, as I suppose.' I looked at him closely, but this time I could not see that he was saying anything beyond what was expressed by his lips: and I followed him into the shop, principally because it was quieter than the street, and without any intention of buying,--for what should I buy in a strange place where I had no settled habitation, and which probably I was only passing through? 'I will look at your things,' I said, in a way which I believe I had, of perhaps undue pretension. I had never been over-rich, or of very elevated station; but I was believed by my friends (or enemies) to have an inclination to make myself out something more important than I was. 'I will look at your things, and possibly I may find something that may suit me; but with all the _ateliers_ of Paris and London to draw from, it is scarcely to be expected that in a place like this--' Here I stopped to draw my breath, with a good deal of confusion; for I was unwilling to let him see that I did not know where I was. 'A place like this,' said the shop-keeper, with a little laugh which seemed to me full of mockery, 'will supply you better, you will find, than--any other place. At least you will find it the only place practicable,' he added. 'I perceive you are a stranger here.' 'Well, I may allow myself to be so, more or less. I have not had time to form much acquaintance with--the place; what--do you call the place?--its formal name, I mean,' I said with a great desire to keep up the air of superior information. Except for the first moment, I had not experienced that strange power of looking into the man below the surface which had frightened me. Now there occurred another gleam of insight, which gave me once more a sensation of alarm. I seemed to see a light of hatred and contempt below his smile; and I felt that he was not in
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