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ought not to laugh it away; for he pointed to the fragments, and with a quaint look at the young monk-- 'Our nurses used to tell us, '"If you can't make it, You ought not to break it."' 'I had no nurse,' said Philammon. 'Ah!--that accounts--for this and other things. Well,' he went on, with the most provoking good-nature, 'you are in a fair road, my handsome youth; I wish you joy of your fellow-workmen, and of your apprenticeship in the noble art of monkery. Riot and pillage, shrieking women and houseless children in your twentieth summer, are the sure path to a Saint-ship, such as Paul of Tarsus, who, with all his eccentricities, was a gentleman, certainly never contemplated. I have heard of Phoebus Apollo under many disguises, but this is the first time I ever saw him in the wolf's hide.' 'Or in the lion's,' said Philammon, trying in his shame to make a fine speech. 'Like the Ass in the Fable. Farewell! Stand out of the way, friends! 'Ware teeth and poison!' And he disappeared among the crowd, who made way respectfully enough for his dagger and his brindled companion. CHAPTER VII: THOSE BY WHOM OFFENCES COME Philammon's heart smote him all that day, whenever he thought of his morning's work. Till then all Christians, monks above all, had been infallible in his eyes: all Jews and heathens insane and accursed. Moreover, meekness under insult, fortitude in calamity, the contempt of worldly comfort, the worship of poverty as a noble estate, were virtues which the Church Catholic boasted as her peculiar heritage: on which side had the balance of those qualities inclined that morning? The figure of Raphael, stalking out ragged and penniless into the wide world, haunted him, with its quiet self-assured smile. And there haunted him, too, another peculiarity in the man, which he had never before remarked in any one but Arsenius--that ease and grace, that courtesy and self-restraint, which made Raphael's rebukes rankle all the more keenly, because he felt that the rebuker was in some mysterious way superior to him, and saw through him, and could have won him Over, Or crushed him in argument, or in intrigue--or in anything, perhaps, except mere brute force. Strange--that Raphael, of all men, should in those few moments have reminded him so much of Arsenius; and that the very same qualities which gave a peculiar charm to the latter should give a peculiar unloveliness to the former, and yet be, without a d
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