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ct Rebecca Mary's little cookbook diary. Should she not know--ought she not to know the thoughts that were brewing in the child's mind? How else could she bring her up properly? "Read it," Duty said, "find out. Are you afraid?" "I'm ashamed," groaned Aunt Olivia. "Do you think Rebecca Mary would read my diary?" "Is Rebecca Mary bringing you up?" Aunt Olivia sometimes thought so. The puzzle that she had begun to try to solve when Rebecca Mary's white, death-struck mother had laid her baby in Aunt Olivia's unaccustomed arms was getting a little more difficult every day. Some days Aunt Olivia wondered if she ought to give it up. Oh, this bringing up--this bringing up of little children! "If I must," groaned Aunt Olivia, and got as far as taking the little diary in her hands. But she got no farther. She laid it gently down again. "I can't," she said, firmly, but she could not look Duty in the face as she said it. She had always listened to Duty before. "You know you ought to--" "Yes, I know, but I can't! It seems a shameful thing to do. I'm sure I've tried often enough--you know I've tried--" "I know--that was good practice. Now stop trying and read it!" Aunt Olivia flamed up. "I tell you I won't! It's a shameful thing. If I found Rebecca Mary reading one of my diaries, I should send her to bed--" "Read hers and go to bed yourself. It's your duty to read it. When you bring up a child--" "I never will again!" Aunt Olivia read it, with the relentless grip of Duty holding her to the task. But flame spots crept up through the sallow of her thin cheeks and made what atonement they could. It did not take long, though some of the pages she read twice. The weatherless week, when Rebecca Mary had put off her "asking" from day to day, Aunt Olivia went back to the third time. When she closed the little book it was not a Plummer face she lifted it to and laid it against for the space of a breath--a Plummer face would not have been wet. Then she Whirled upon Duty. "Well, I've done it--I hope you're satisfied!" "It had to be done," calm Duty responded. "If you think it will make you feel any better, you can send yourself to bed." "I'm going to," sighed Aunt Olivia, slipping away to her room. A strange little yearning was upon her to hunt up Rebecca Mary and call her darling and dear. But in her heart she knew she should not have the courage to do it. Here was another Plummer coward! "Why are som
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