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he opened his arms to free her. But it was right; he must. She had been expecting him to say that there was nothing in her misgiving, and he could not say it. "Clementina," he entreated, "why do you think you are not religious?" "Why, I have never belonged to chu'ch," she answered simply. He looked so daunted, that she tried to soften the blow after she had dealt it. "Of course, I always went to chu'ch, though father and motha didn't. I went to the Episcopal--to Mr. Richling's. But I neva was confirmed." "But-you believe in God?" "Why, certainly!" "And in the Bible?" "Why, of cou'se!" "And that it is our duty to bear the truth to those who have never heard of it?" "I know that is the way you feel about it; but I am not certain that I should feel so myself if you didn't want me to. That's what I got to thinking about last night." She added hopefully, "But perhaps it isn't so great a thing as I--" "It's a very great thing," he said, and from standing in front of her, he now sat down beyond a little table before her sofa. "How can I ask you to share my life if you don't share my faith?" "Why, I should try to believe everything that you do, of cou'se." "Because I do?" "Well-yes." "You wring my heart! Are you willing to study--to look into these questions--to--to"--It all seemed very hopeless, very absurd, but she answered seriously: "Yes, but I believe it would all come back to just where it is, now." "What you say, Clementina, makes me so happy; but it ought to make me--miserable! And you would do all this, be all this for me, a wretched and erring creature of the dust, and yet not do it for--God?" Clementina could only say, "Perhaps if He meant me to do it for Him, He would have made me want to. He made you." "Yes," said Gregory, and for a long time he could not say any more. He sat with his elbow on the table, and his head against his lifted hand. "You see," she began, gently, "I got to thinking that even if I eva came to believe what you wanted me to, I should be doing it after all, because you wanted me to--" "Yes, yes," he answered, desolately. "There is no way out of it. If you only hated me, Clementina, despised me--I don't mean that. But if you were not so good, I could have a more hope for you--for myself. It's because you are so good that I can't make myself wish to change you, and yet I know--I am afraid that if you told me my life and objects were wrong, I should tur
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