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ari. I had to bear with the sight of this beautiful woman coupling herself with an animal, whose only merit lay in his virile monstrosity, which she no doubt regarded as a beauty. When she had exhausted her amorous fury she threw herself into a bath, then came back, drank a bottle of Malmsey Madeira, and finally made her brutal lover drink till he fell on to the floor. I fled into the next room, not being able to bear it any longer, but she followed me. She was still naked, and seating herself beside me on an ottoman she asked me how I had enjoyed the spectacle. I told her boldy that the disgust with which her wretched companion had inspired me was so great that it had utterly annulled the effect of her charms. "That may be so, but now he is not here, and yet you do nothing. One would not think it, to look at you." "You are right, for I have my feelings like any other man, but he has disgusted me too much. Wait till tomorrow, and let me not see that monster so unworthy of enjoying you." "He does not enjoy me. If I thought he did I would rather die than let him have to do with me, for I detest him." "What! you do not love him, and yet you make use of him in the way you do?" "Yes, just as I might use a mechanical instrument." In this woman I saw an instance of the depths of degradation to which human nature may be brought. She asked me to sup with her on the following day, telling me that we would be alone, as Molinari would be ill. "He will have got over the effects of the wine." "I tell you he will be ill. Come to-morrow, and come every evening." "I am going the day after to-morrow." "You will not go for a week, and then we will go together." "That's impossible." "If you go you will insult me beyond bearing." I went home with my mind made up to depart without having anything more to do with her; and though I was far from inexperienced in wickedness of all kinds, I could not help feeling astonished at the unblushing frankness of this Megaera, who had told me what I already knew, but in words that I had never heard a woman use before. "I only use him to satisfy my desires, and because I am certain that he does not love me; if I thought he did I would rather die than allow him to do anything with me, for I detest him." The next day I went to her at seven o'clock in the evening. She received me with an air of feigned melancholy, saying,-- "Alas! we shall have to sup alone; Mol
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