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man how could I help loving him?" "I see that you do not know what love is." "You are right. I do not know the love that maddens, and I thank God for it." "Well, I think you are wise; may God preserve you from that love." "You say, that as soon as the king sees me he will fall in love with me, and to tell you the truth that strikes me as vastly improbable; for though it is quite possible that he may not think me plain, or he might even pronounce me pretty, yet I do not think he will become so madly in love as you say." "You don't? Let us sit down. You have only got to fancy that the king will take the same liking to you that I have done; that is all." "But what do you find in me that you will not find in most girls of my age? I certainly may have struck you; but that only proves that I was born to exercise this sway over you, and not at all that I am to rule the king in like manner. Why should I go and look for the king, if you love me yourself?" "Because I cannot give you the position you deserve." "I should have thought you had plenty of money." "Then there's another reason: you are not in love with me." "I love you as tenderly as if I were your wife. I might then kiss you, though duty now forbids my doing so." "I am much obliged to you for not being angry with me for being so happy with you!" "On the contrary, I am delighted to please you." "Then you will allow me to call on you at an early hour to-morrow, and to take coffee at your bedside." "Do not dream of such a thing. If I would I could not. I sleep with my aunt, and I always rise at the same time she does. Take away your hand; you promised not to do it again. In God's name, let me alone." Alas! I had to stop; there was no overcoming her. But what pleased me extremely was that in spite of my amorous persecution she did not lose that smiling calm which so became her. As for myself I looked as if I deserved that pardon for which I pleaded on my knees, and in her eyes I read that she was sorry that she could not grant what I required of her. I could no longer stay beside her, my senses were too excited by her beauty. I left her and went to my room where I found the kind Manon busying herself on my cuffs, and she gave me the relief I wanted, and when we were both satisfied made her escape. I reflected that I should never obtain more than I had obtained hitherto from young Mdlle. Roman--at least, unless I gave the lie to my horosco
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