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eister. We didn't mean to startle you. There are a few questions, before we release you--" _Merridew_, said the whisper in Hyrst's mind, _is a psychiatrist. Let me handle this._ Hyrst sat still, his hands lax between his knees, his eyes wide and fixed in astonishment. He heard the psychiatrist's questions, and he heard the answers he gave to them, but he was merely an instrument, with no conscious volition, it was the whisperer in his mind who was answering. Then the warden shuffled some papers he held in his hand and asked questions of his own. "You underwent the Humane Penalty without admitting your guilt. For the record, now that the penalty has been paid, do you wish to change your final statements?" The voice in Hyrst's mind, the secret voice, said swiftly to him. _Don't argue with them, don't get angry, or they'll keep you on and on here._ "But--" thought Hyrst. _I know you're innocent, but they'll never believe it. They'll keep you on for further psychiatric tests. They might get near the truth, Hyrst--the truth about us._ Suddenly Hyrst began to understand, not all and not clearly, something of what had happened to him. The obscuring mists began to lift from the borders of his mind. "What is the truth," he asked in that inner quiet, "about us?" _You've spent fifty years in the Valley of the Shadow. You're changed, Hyrst. You're not quite human any more. No one is, who goes through the freeze. But they don't know that._ "Then you too--" _Yes. And I too changed. And that is why our minds can speak, even though I am on Mars and you are on its moon. But they must not know that. So don't argue, don't show emotion!_ The warden was waiting. Hyrst said aloud to him, slowly. "I have no statement to make." The warden did not seem surprised. He went on, "According to your papers here you also denied knowing the location of the Titanite for which MacDonald was presumably murdered. Do you still deny that?" Hyrst was honestly surprised. "But surely, by now--" The warden shrugged. "According to this data, it never came to light." "I never knew," said Hyrst, "where it was." "Well," said the warden, "I've asked the question and that's as far as my responsibility goes. But there's a visitor who has permission to see you." * * * * * He and the doctor went out. Hyrst watched them go. He thought, So I'm not quite human. Not quite human any more. Does that mak
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