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he time comes. And the worst of it is that I know no matter which way my choice falls, I'm going to be hideously unhappy." The psychiatrist asked tranquilly, "You can't guess what choice it is that you must make, or its alternative?" "I can't. And that's the hell of it--not knowing." The icy chill of the polar plain touched him and with it came a deeper cold that had not been a part of the dream. At that instant, he might have identified its source, but was afraid to. "My fear has some relation to whatever it is these people are about to do," he said. "I just realized that. But that doesn't help, because I've no idea what it is." He glanced at his strap watch, and the time made him stand up before the little psychiatrist could speak again. The hour was 15:57, and he saw in dismay that his 16:00 appointment with Sean O'Donnell and the Irradiated Foods tycoon would be late. "I don't expect an immediate opinion," he said. "You couldn't reach one as long as I'm here. Add up what I've told you, and if it makes any sort of sense you can radophone me tonight at 19:00. If my apartment doesn't answer, relay the call to my cabin in the Catskills--I've kept the location a secret, for privacy's sake, but the number is on alternate listing." He paused briefly at the door, touched with an uncharacteristic flash of sour humor. "And telestat your bill to me. If I asked for it now, you'd probably charge nothing." * * * * * The mood vanished as soon as he was outside and saw the gray-suited Jaffers operative waiting with stolid patience on the ramp of a department store across the street. The shock of reminder brought on a giddy recurrence of his hallucination. The polar plain yawned before him. The silent machines crept over their snow-packed ways, the faceless people stood in frozen groups. He emerged from the seizure, shaken and sweating, to find that the Jaffers man had crossed the street and was waiting a safe distance behind. Alcorn fought down a panic desire to run away blindly only because Kitty would be waiting for him at Consolidated--Kitty, his bulwark of reassurance. The gray-suited man was a deliberate hundred feet behind him when he boarded a tube-car. Kitty was not in his office and there was no time to ring for her. Instead, he went through the long accounting room beyond, answering automatically the smiles of a suddenly genial staff and headed for O'Donne
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