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ously soft. She did not repulse him, nor did she yield herself at once to his embrace. She looked up at him with wet eyes and a curious smile. "My friend," she said, "do you wish to take me by storm. What is all this you are saying--and why do you look so fierce?" "Because I am desperate, dear," he answered. "Because I am alone with you, the woman I love, and because a single word from you can open the gates of Heaven for me. Don't think I am too rough. I will not hold you for a moment if you bid me let you go. See, you are free. Now you shall answer me or I will read your silence as I choose--and--" His arms were around her waist. Her face was turned away, but he saw the glitter of a tear in her eyes, and he was very bold. He kissed it away. "Emily," he cried, "you care for me--a little. You are not heartless. Dear, I will wait for you as long as you like." She unclasped his hands and drew a little away from him. But he did not lose heart, for though her smile was a wistful one, her eyes were soft with unshed tears, and her face was the face of a woman. "Douglas," she said, "will you listen to me for a moment? You spoke of those other men, you charged me with heartlessness. Perhaps you were right. What then?" The brutal selfishness of love and of youth swept from his memory Strong's broken life and Drexley's despair. "Nothing," he cried, "so long as you will care for me. I am not your judge. I want you--you, Emily, and your love. To-night I care for nothing else." She laid her soft fingers upon his eager face, half caressingly, half in repulse. "I never wished them harm," she said. "I was interested in their work, and to me they were merely units. So they called me heartless. I was only selfish. I let them come to me because I like clever people about me, and society requires just such an antidote. When they made love to me I sent them away or bade them remain as friends. But that does not necessarily mean that I am without a heart." "I never want to think of them again," he murmured. "All that I want in this world is that you tell me that you care for me." She looked into his face, eager, passionate, almost beautiful in its intensity, and smiled. Only the smile covered a sigh. "If I tell you that, Douglas," she said, "will it be kindness, I wonder? I wonder!" "Say it, and I will forget everything else in the world," he begged. "Then I think that I do--care for you, Douglas, if--" H
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