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ther's doors!" "I saw him once," she said. "And discovered not thyself! How cruelly thou hast used thyself, Rachel. He would have told thee, long ago, why I came not back." "Aye, now I know; but, Kenkenes, I could not go, fearing--" "Enough. I forgot. Come, let us go hence. Memphis and my father's house await thee now." "But I go to my people, even now," she answered, with averted face and unready words. Kenkenes whitened. "And leave me?" he asked quietly. "Think me not ungrateful," she said. "I have said no words of thanks since there is none that can express a tithe of my great indebtedness to thee." "I have achieved nothing for thee. Not even have I won thy freedom. I have failed. But shameless in mine undeserts, I am come to ask my reward nevertheless." He was very near to her, his face full of purpose and intensity, his voice of great restraint. "That which once thou didst refuse to hear, thou hast known for long by other proof than words," he went on. "Let me say it now. I love thee, Rachel." Taking her cold hands he drew her back to him. "Once I forbore," he continued, the persuasive calm in his manner heightening, "because I knew it would hurt thee to say me 'nay,' I told myself that I was brave, then, when the actual loss of thee was distant. But thou wilt leave me now and my fortitude for thy sake is gone. I am selfish because I love thee so. The extreme is reached. I can withstand no more. Dost thou love me, Rachel?" What need for him to wait for the word that gave assent? Was there not eloquent testimony in her every feature and in every act of that hour he had been with her? But his hands trembled, holding hers, till she told him "aye." "Then ask what thou wilt of me," he said, the restraint gone, desperation taking its place. "I submit, so thou dost yield thyself to me. Shall I pray thy prayers, kneel in thy shrines? Shall I go with thee into slavery? Shall I learn thy tongue, turn my back on my people, become one of Israel and hate Egypt? These things will I do, and more, so I shall find thee all mine own when they are done." But she freed her hands to cover her face and weep. Kenkenes sighed from the very heaviness of his unhappiness. "Thou shouldst hate me, if, to win thee, I bowed in pretense to thy God," he said weakly. Perhaps his words awakened a hope or perhaps they made her desperate. Whatever the sensation, she raised her head and spo
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