dren. And I shall watch over
her--perhaps--from another world."
These thoughts, and others like them, floated by day and night through
the boy's mind; and he wove them into the symphony he was writing.
Tragedy, passion, melody--these have been the Polish heritage in music;
they breathe through the Polish peasant songs, as through the genius of
a Chopin; they are bound up with the long agony of Polish history, with
the melancholy and monotony of the Polish landscape. They spoke again
through the beautiful thwarted gift of this boy of twenty, through his
foreboding of early death, and through that instinctive exercise of his
creative gift, which showed itself not in music alone, but in the
shaping of two lives--Falloden's and Connie's.
* * * * *
And Constance too was living and learning, with the intensity that comes
of love and pity and compunction. She was dropping all her spoilt-child
airs; and the bower-bird adornments, with which she had filled her
little room in Medburn House, had been gradually cleared away, to Nora's
great annoyance, till it was almost as bare as Nora's own. Amid the
misty Oxford streets, and the low-ceiled Oxford rooms, she was played
upon by the unseen influences of that "august place," where both the
great and the forgotten dead are always at work, shaping the life of the
present. In those days Oxford was still praising "famous men and the
fathers who begat" her. Their shades still walked her streets. Pusey was
not long dead. Newman, the mere ghost of himself, had just preached a
tremulous last sermon within her bounds, returning as a kind of
spiritual Odysseus for a few passing hours to the place where he had
once reigned as the most adored son of Oxford. Thomas Hill Green, with
the rugged face, and the deep brown eyes, and the look that made
pretence and cowardice ashamed, was dead, leaving a thought and a
teaching behind him that his Oxford will not let die. Matthew Arnold had
yet some years to live and could occasionally be seen at Balliol or at
All Souls; while Christ Church and Balliol still represented the rival
centres of that great feud between Liberal and Orthodox which had
convulsed the University a generation before.
In Balliol, there sat a chubby-faced, quiet-eyed man, with very white
hair, round whom the storms of orthodoxy had once beaten, like the
surges on a lighthouse; and at Christ Church and in St. Mary's the
beautiful presence and the
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