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thing for us. I'll write at once! And there is somebody at the Embassy--why, of course, I can set all kinds of people to work!" And her feet began to dance along the road beside him. "We must get some Polish music"--she went on--"there's that marvellous young pianist they rave about in Paris--Paderewski. I'm sure he'd help! Otto has often talked to me about him. We must have lots of Chopin--and Liszt--though of course he wasn't a Pole!--And Polish national songs!--Otto was only telling me to-day how Chopin loved them--how he and Liszt used to go about the villages and farms and note them down. Oh, we'll have a wonderful collection!" Her eyes shone in her small, flushed face. They walked on fast, talking and dreaming, till there was Folly Bridge in front of them, and the beginnings of Oxford. Falloden pulled up sharply. "I must run back to him. Will you come again?" She held out her hand. The moonlight, shining on his powerful face and curly hair, stirred in her a sudden, acute sense of delight. "Oh yes--we'll come again. But don't leave him!--don't, please, think of it! He trusts you--he leans on you." "It is kind of you to believe it. But I am no use!" He put her back into the carriage, bowed formally, and was gone, running up the hill at an athlete's pace. The two ladies drove silently on, and were soon among the movement and traffic of the Oxford streets. Connie's mind was steeped in passionate feeling. Till now Falloden had touched first her senses, then her pity. Now in these painful and despondent attempts of his, to adjust himself to Otto's weakness and irritability, he was stirring sympathies and enthusiasms in her which belonged to that deepest soul in Connie which was just becoming conscious of itself. And all the more, perhaps, because in Falloden's manner towards her there was nothing left of the lover. For the moment at any rate she preferred it so. Life was all doubt, expectation, thrill--its colour heightened, its meanings underlined. And in her complete uncertainty as to what turn it would take, and how the doubt would end, lay the spell--the potent tormenting charm--of the situation. She was sorry, bitterly sorry for Radowitz--the victim. But she loved Falloden--the offender! It was the perennial injustice of passion, the eternal injustice of human things. * * * * * When Falloden was half-way up the hill, he left the road, and took a short cut thr
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