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of her. "Thank God that I can prove that I do trust you--absolutely. When will you marry me, Garth?" "When will I marry you?" He repeated the words slowly, as though they conveyed no meaning to him. "Yes. I want every one to know, to see that I believe in you. I want to stand at your side--go shares. Do you remember, once, how we settled that married life meant going shares in everything--good and bad?" She smiled a little at the remembrance drawn from the small store of memories that was all her few days of unclouded love had given her. "I want--my share, Garth." For a moment he was silent. Then he spoke, and the quiet finality of his tones struck her like a blow. "We can never marry, Sara." "Never--marry!" she repeated dazedly. Quick fear seized her, and she rushed on impetuously: "Then you haven't forgiven me, after all--you don't believe that I trust you! Oh! How can I make you _know_ that I do? Garth--" "Oh, my dear," he interrupted swiftly. "Don't misunderstand me. I know that you believe in me now--and I thank God for it! And as for forgiveness, as I told you, I have nothing to forgive. You'd have had need of the faith that removes mountains"--Sara started at the repetition of Patrick's very words--"to have believed in me under the circumstances." He paused a moment, and when he spoke again there was something triumphant in his tones--a serene gladness and contentment. "You and I, beloved, are right with each other--now and always. Nothing can ever again come between us to divide us as we have been divided this last year. But, none the less," and his voice took on a steadfast note of resolve, "I cannot marry you. I thought I could--I thought the past had sunk into oblivion, and that I might take the gift of love you offered me. . . . But I was wrong." "No! No! You were not wrong!" She was clinging to him in a sudden terror that even now their happiness was slipping from them. "The past has nothing to say to you and me. It can't come between us. . . . You have only to take me, Garth"--tremulously. "Let me _show_ that my love is stronger than ill repute. Let me come to you and stand by you as your wife. The past can't hurt us, then!" He shook his head. "The past never loses its power to hurt," he answered. "I've learned that. As far as the world you belong to is concerned, I'm finished, and I won't drag the woman I love through the same hell I've been through. That's what it would mean, you
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