FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208  
209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   >>   >|  
"Call him a liar!" said a voice. "Liar?" repeated Schilsky dramatically. "Why liar? I don't deny it. I would have done it gladly if I could--isn't that just what I've been saying? Lulu would have got over it all the quicker alone. And then, why shouldn't I confess it? You're all my friends here." He dropped his voice. "I'm afraid of Lulu, boys. I was afraid she'd get round me, and then my chance was gone. She might have shot me, but she wouldn't have let me go. You never know how a woman of that type'll break out--never!" "But she didn't!" said Krafft. "You live." Schilsky understood him. "Some brute," he cried savagely, "some dirty brute had nothing better to do than to tell her." "Ha, ha, ha!" laughed the painted boy. Furst blew his nose. "It wasn't me. I was mum. 'Pon my honour, I was." "My God!" said Schilsky, and fell to remembering it. "What a time I've been through with her this afternoon!" He threatened to be overcome by the recollection, and supported his head on his hands. "A woman has no gratitude," he murmured, and drew his handkerchief from his pocket. "It is a weak, childish sex--with no inkling of higher things." Here, however, he suddenly drew himself up. "Life is very hard!" he cried, in a loud voice. "The perpetual struggle between duty and inclination for a man of genius ...!" He grew franker, and gave gratuitous details of the scene that had taken place in his room that afternoon. Most of those present were in ecstasies at this divulging of his private life, which went forward to the accompaniment of snores from Ford, and the voice of Dove, who, with portentous gravity, sang over and over again, the first strophe of THE LAST ROSE OF SUMMER. "A fury!" said Schilsky. "A ... a what do you call it?--a ... Meg ... a Meg--" He gave it up and went on: "By God, but Lulu knows how! Keep clear of her nails, boys--I'd advise you!" At this point, he pulled back his collar, and exhibited a long, dark scratch on the side of his neck. "A little remembrance she gave me to take away with me!" While he displayed it, he seemed to be rather proud of it; but immediately afterwards, his mood veered round again to one of bitter resentment. To illustrate the injustice she had been guilty of, and his own long-suffering, he related, at length, the story of his flirtation with Ephie, and the infinite pains he had been at to keep Louise in ignorance of what was happening. He grew very tender with himself as
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208  
209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Schilsky
 

afternoon

 

afraid

 
portentous
 
franker
 
SUMMER
 

inclination

 

genius

 

strophe

 

gravity


ecstasies
 
present
 

divulging

 

details

 

accompaniment

 

snores

 

forward

 

gratuitous

 

private

 

injustice


illustrate
 

guilty

 

suffering

 
resentment
 

veered

 
bitter
 
related
 

length

 

ignorance

 

Louise


happening

 

tender

 
flirtation
 
infinite
 

immediately

 
pulled
 

collar

 

advise

 

exhibited

 

displayed


remembrance

 

scratch

 
things
 

wouldn

 
Krafft
 
understood
 

savagely

 

confess

 
friends
 

shouldn