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hushed, and she was clinging to him in silence, he put his hands on her shoulders and held her back from him, that he might look at her. His face wore a stubborn expression, which she knew, and which made him appear years older than he was. "Now listen to me, Lulu," he said. "When you behave in this way again, you won't see me afterwards for a week--I promise you that, and you know I keep my word. Instead of being glad that I am in the right mood and can get something done, you come here--which you know I have repeatedly forbidden you to do--and make a fool of yourself like this. I have explained everything to you. I could not possibly stay on Wednesday night--why didn't you time your arrival better? But it's just like you. You would throw the whole of one's future into the balance for the sake of a whim. Yesterday I was in a beast of a temper--I've admitted it. But that was made all right last night; and no one but you would drag it up again." He spoke with a kind of dogged restraint, which only sometimes gave way, when the injustice she was guilty of forced itself upon him. "Now, like a good girl, go home--go to the theatre and enjoy yourself. I don't mind you being happy without me. At least, go!--under any circumstances you ought not to be here. How often have I told you that!" His moderation swept over into the feverish irritation she knew so well how to kindle in him, and his lisp became so marked that he was almost unintelligible. "You won't have a rag of reputation left." "If I don't care, why should you?" She felt for his hand. But he turned his back. "I won't have it, I tell you. You know what the student underneath said the last time he met you on the stair." She pressed her handkerchief to her lips to keep from bursting anew into sobs, and there was a brief silence--he stood at the window, gazing savagely at the opposite house-wall--before she said: "Don't speak to me like that. I'm going--now--this moment. I will never do it again--never again." As he only mumbled disbelief at this, she put her arms round his neck, and raised her tear-stained face to his: her eyes were blurred and sunken with crying, and her lips were white. He knew every line of her face by heart; he had known it in so many moods, and under so many conditions, that he was not as sensitive to its influence as he had once been; and he stood unwilling, with his hands in his pockets, while she clung to him and let him feel her weigh
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