ish on his offspring? What
motive does the instinct of his young children find for preferring their
father before any other person who may be a familiar object in their
daily lives? They love him--naturally and rightly love him--because he
lives in their remembrance (if he is a good man) as the first, the best,
the dearest of their friends.

My father was a bad man. He was my mother's worst enemy; and he was never
my friend.

The little that I know of the world tells me that it is not the common
lot in life of women to marry the object of their first love. A sense of
duty had compelled my mother to part with the man who had won her heart,
in the first days of her maidenhood; and my father had discovered it,
after his marriage. His insane jealousy foully wronged the truest wife,
the most long-suffering woman that ever lived. I have no patience to
write of it. For ten miserable years she suffered her martyrdom; she
lived through it, dear angel, sweet suffering soul, for my sake. At her
death, my father was able to gratify his hatred of the son whom he had
never believed to be his own child. Under pretence of preferring the
foreign system of teaching, he sent me to a school in France. My
education having been so far completed, I was next transferred to a
German University. Never again did I see the place of my birth, never did
I get a letter from home, until the family lawyer wrote from Trimley
Deen, requesting me to assume possession of my house and lands, under the
entail.

I should not even have known that my father had taken a second wife but
for some friend (or enemy)--I never discovered the person--who sent me a
newspaper containing an announcement of the marriage.

When we saw each other for the first time, my stepmother and I met
necessarily as strangers. We were elaborately polite, and we each made a
meritorious effort to appear at our ease. On her side, she found herself
confronted by a young man, the new master of the house, who looked more
like a foreigner than an Englishman--who, when he was congratulated (in
view of the approaching season) on the admirable preservation of his
partridges and pheasants, betrayed an utter want of interest in the
subject; and who showed no sense of shame in acknowledging that his
principal amusements were derived from reading books, and collecting
insects. How I must have disappointed Mrs. Roylake! and how considerately
she hid from me the effect that I had produced!

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