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old you--ever at all," he went on. "But I am going away to-morrow--" Then she found her voice. "Why _are_ you going away to-morrow? Give it up, my heart's love, and stay near me." "That is just why I am going away--to be away from you for a few days. Wait," seeing she was about to interrupt. "This was my idea. I wanted to be at such a distance that it would be impossible to see you merely by taking one hour's short ride. I wanted to try if I could break the influence which you were so surely weaving round me." "Ah, why would you try?" "For the good of us both; but especially for your good. Listen, Mona. I am no longer young, and my experience of the world is not small. Well, nothing lasts. We are both of a strong nature. Two strong natures cannot fuse, cannot intertwine. Then comes disillusion." "Now, I wonder if, since the world began, any living woman was ever convinced by such reasoning as that," said Mona decisively. But not heeding her, he went on-- "To every one of us the cup of life is filled but once. The contents of mine are nearer the dregs than the brim; whereas you are but beginning to sip at yours." "Which dark syllogism I quite grasp, and fully appreciate--at its proper value," she returned. "But come; have we not had about enough solemn wisdom beneath the stars? Why, just before we first saw you--here, on this very spot--Gracie was trying to make me believe you were quite a sober and middle-aged fogey. Those were her words; and if you go on a little longer in this strain, I shall begin to think she was right. I remember, too, how I answered her. I said I was about tired of boys. So let's hear no more about `cups of life' and `dregs,' but repeat what you said just now--just before--my beloved one!" The glad, laughing voice changed to one of tenderest adjuration. And it may be that he did repeat it. "Now," he went on, "would you rather I had told you this before going away, or after my return?" "But you are not going away, now?" "I am--more than ever, I was going to say. I want a few days to think." "Roden!" she exclaimed suddenly, with a catching in her voice; "this is not an artifice? You are coming back--coming back to me?" "If John Kaffir allows me--certainly. Dwelling a moment upon which consideration, perhaps that is why I told you before I left, what I have just told you. Would you rather I had not?" "Would I rather forego one moment of the life,
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